i guess i was too open , i guess for that yeah well im sorry , very.
then why do i feel like somethings changed between us
im not gonna be emo or sad because i knew this was gonna happen,why didnt i warn myself about it,i just dont know. i kept holding on to the positives so much i didnt think enough to contemplate this was gonna happen. what am i doing , everytime my phone beeps and i lighten up , hey maybe its you, but its not .
but what else can it be?
i cant keep hoping if i know myself it aint coming true,
but what else can i do?
to give up, its easy but sometimes you just dont want to
i wanna cry , i wanna let go
but i cant . because letting it go would mean setting you free

i guess its really true what they say,
teardrops on my guitar
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okay stupid stupid stupid.
imma back :D
today was IFF. fun (;
walked around during the entire morning with darreeen , then twaye & jo came :D so i walked with them lololll and nou , so then we went to the field and climbed trees :3 ,and sat there playing guitar. shall upload pics laterrrr :p

when im not thinking of you everythings fine, good even .
when i do everything comes spinning around