what happened to me
what happened to us
what happened to every fucking thing?

i woke up thinking today would be good,maybe better.
then reality set in and i wasnt happy, even if i wanted to be and believe me i want to, very much. i want us to be two people together, smiling and pain-less. but apparently its just a goddamn dream.

i'm sorry ,
pieces of me are broken up now
how can i be whole again?
i need you.
so please.

stop pretending to be someone else
stop being this fucking asshole
i know you can be better, because i know who you were before everything changed you.

i seriously don't want to be emo on a sunday morning. im just not going to be. i think i still remember how to ;)